Finding Eternity in a Moment
For The Tacoma News Tribune
October, 2002
Sometimes I find myself wishing that certain moments wouldn’t
have to be so momentary; that time would no longer have to be
like a river – ever-flowing, ever-changing, always more powerful
than I. Sometimes I wish I could take certain moments and hold
onto them forever, keeping them by my side so that I could
immerse myself in them whenever I wanted.
I experienced one of those moments just the other day at PLU.
It involved Pat Huynh, a quiet, 30-ish man who belongs to Temple
Beth El. Portions of his story have been told in this newspaper
previously – born in Vietnam, Pat fled that country with his
twin brother (and without his parents) in a rickety, overcrowded
ship in the late 1970s. He was eleven-years-old. Soon after it
departed, the Thai navy spotted the ship and, to keep from
getting sent back to Vietnam, the Captain crashed the boat onto
some rocks along the coast. Pat and his brother spent six months
in a Thai internment camp before making their way to the United
States.
A family here in Washington took them in. Pat learned
English, finished high school, and enrolled at Gonzaga
University. As he began his studies, he found himself searching
for meaning, holiness, and direction – for religion.
One day, while he was in the library, Pat pulled an
interesting-looking book off the shelf – A Passion for Truth,
by Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel. The book fascinated him, and
soon he found himself reading everything he could about Judaism
and the Jewish people. Nine years later, in 1998, I had the
honor of officiating at his conversion to Judaism.
The author of the book that so fascinated Pat, Abraham Joshua
Heschel, was a scion of two great Eastern-European rabbinic
dynasties. He was born in Poland, and received his rabbinic and
doctoral educations in Germany. During World War II, Heschel
fled Germany for the United States, where he lived until his
death in 1972. Widely regarded as one of the leading Jewish
theologians of his day, Heschel’s teachings revealed anew the
richness and relevance of Judaism. He touched the lives of
countless Jews and non-Jews, alike. Rabbi Heschel spoke out
against the war in Vietnam; he marched in Selma with Dr. King;
he allowed the prophetic voices of Jewish scripture to speak to
20th century Americans with power and wisdom.
Dr. Susannah Heschel, it just so happens, was at PLU last
week delivering the keynote address at a Holocaust Studies
conference. Not only is she Rabbi Heschel’s daughter but, more
importantly, she is a fine Judaic scholar in her own right. She
serves on the faculty at Dartmouth College, but is currently on
leave, and a visiting faculty member at Princeton University.
Following her fascinating and inspiring talk, I managed to
introduce Dr. Heschel and Pat to one another. As soon as she saw
him, her face lit up – she had heard about him while preparing
for her visit. She told Pat how moved she was by his story, and
that she was sure her father would have been moved by it, too.
“He would have loved to have met you,” she said. Pat’s eyes
opened wide, his breathing seemed to quicken a bit, and in
response he could manage little more than a quiet thank you.
So there I was – on my one side was Pat, a young Jewish man
who had immigrated here from Southeast Asia. On my other side
was Dr. Susannah Heschel, descended from Polish rabbis, and the
daughter of a prominent teacher who, seventeen years after his
death, had become Pat’s rabbi, and first drawn him toward
Judaism. We were standing in the Scandinavian Center at
Pacific Lutheran University – a university named after an
ocean utterly foreign to any of their ancestors, and after a
16th Century Christian cleric whose teachings, some have argued,
were indirectly responsible for the murder of European Jewry
that we had gathered to study.
Then, Dr. Heschel gave Pat a warm hug, and Pat – looking even
more speechless and wide-eyed – hugged her back.
I was speechless too, and I found my own eyes going blurry
with tears. I’m not sure whether anyone else saw what was going
on, but I certainly wish they had. The experience touched me so
deeply that I wished I could share it with the world.
Sadly, I was unable to hold onto that moment, for life’s
every moment is fleeting, and time always seems to run like
water through my grasping fingers. But I will always have my
memories of it; of how that embrace so easily bridged great
barriers of time and space; of the feeling that I was witnessing
one of history’s most majestic events; of how these two people’s
contact somehow allowed me, an enchanted bystander, to touch
eternity.
Abraham Joshua Heschel once wrote that, “[o]ne must be
overawed by the marvel of time to be ready to perceive eternity
in a single moment.” After what I saw the other night, I think
I’m beginning to understand what he meant.
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